Thursday, August 14, 2008

The Hunt for the Perfect Job


Steps to a new job...
1. Apply (mostly online now-a-days)
2. Create a resume (which is also online, coincidentally)
3. Send resume out to millions of employers (thank you cut and paste!)
4. Waaaiiiitttt for the calls
5. Schedule the interview
6. Find silly looking clothes that somehow make people take you seriously (see example on left)
7. Yahoo maps the address (yes, I abhor google maps!)
8. Put on a smile and show them you're the best for the job









Yes, I am on the job hunt. A trivial time in one's life. Sending millions of people your contact in hopes that one of them will call back. Then there is my unusual predicament, getting called back over and over by the same company who really wants to hire me but for some reason, I can't get find myself becoming passionate about financial advising. It is also a different experience to look for a job when you have a degree. Its no longer walk into Target and ask for an application. One big question is then left unanswered... If a job requires 2 years of experience in their field, how in the world are you supposed to get experience if everyone wants experience to hire!? Anyone??

Saturday, August 09, 2008

Let's pack up and move to California...

Old Town

Midway

Hyatt Hotel

Seaport Village

And thus went our day as we played tourists for a day in the beautiful sunny San Diego.
Who: Jordan, Aaron, New Ryan, Ryan and I
What: Sight-seeing
When: Saturday, August 9th 2008
Where: The San Diego coast
Why: Jordan and I just got new cameras, which inspires photo taking, which inspires traveling, which inspires getting out of the house on a Saturday instead of watching the Olympics, which inspires inviting friends, which inspires... ok I'm done! But we did have so pretty awesome pictures. And discovered some things I never knew were in San Diego. Ok one thing, but who knew there was a monument to Bob Hope along the coast!?


Yeah well there it is! Due to this new, AMAZING Canon Rebel XT, I am sure many more days in San Diego will be spent touring the city. We didn't even make it to Cabrillo National Monument! More to come...

Monday, August 04, 2008

Once a Banshee...


The years of Banshee-hood. Well Friday will mark the official end of another summer at Indian Hills. They say every summer is different, and so far I believe it! Team Staff Counseling was unlike anything else I had ever done, in a good way! Team staff is one of those things I remember being so sad when it was over and didn't think I could ever be one again. Granted the counselor end is a bit more responsible, being in that position again was the best thing ever! Allow me to provide a list of some of the "norm" as a TSC...
- Captain Planet dances
- Black and pink are back!
- Pink tights and "Sweatin' to the Oldies"
- POMEGRANATE!
- Bear chasers
- Bathroom cleaning experts
Just a couple of things that make my job, the best on camp!

Sunday, May 18, 2008

There's a new Mrs. Barrett in town

Whoever said wearing corsets is out of fashion is misguided. The last semester I spent time in Old Town San Diego, playing Mrs. Augusta Barrett, the second schoolmarm of Mason St. School. The best part? The hoop skirt and corset. Yeah. First of all, being the only girl intern gets me out of lifting hay bales :). I got to create and run historic games of the fourth grade students who visited every week. And once, I dressed as the green fairy. (For a restaurant opening) And now a little excerpt from a conversation with fourth graders one morning...
TEACHER: Are you guys running games today?
ME: Yes
TEACHER: ok guys follow these funny dressed people.
GIRL STUDENT: What are you supposed to be?
ME: We're people (I was walking with another intern). What are you?
GIRL STUDENT: I'm a person.
ME: oh so we're the same.
GIRL STUDENT: No, your people, I'm a person.
BOY STUDENT: Apparently your in the wrong era.
ME: YOUR in the wrong era!
TEACHER: Ok guys we need to let them set up and come back later.

Yeah, kids say the darndest things. Oh, picture relevancy, thats the real Augusta Barrett.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Where do we go from Here?

First off, the grammatical structure of my title must be noted as evidence that I have just proof-read an essay and am contemplating whether or not the first and last word should be capitalized (as is the rules for titles). Or does the title line of blogspot.com just suggest its the first line of the blog, in which case the last word should not be capitalized. Yeah enough with that. I just finished my last paper as an undergraduate. I officially have no more college work to be done. And paradoxically, it is a bit sad, even though I am jumping for joy. For the last 16+ years of my life, all I have known has been deemed legit by the schedule of a school year. Now what do I do, go to work, come home and not write out that 6 page essay I had put off? Life as I know it will change dramatically, and all because of that one little (ok so its pretty big!) thing called school that most people can't wait to get out of! Oh and the picture, my last paper was on Cleopatra (as stated in my previous blog), so I felt a tribute must be paid. Cool fact: I actually cited this book a lot in my paper! So life now... I guess I will have to wait and see!!

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

The Great Procrastination


Yes this is it folks... last week of undergraduate work EVER! And what am I doing? Blogging about the paper instead of actually writing it. I guess it just wouldn't be a final paper if I didn't put it off until the last day. And believe it or not, the image is relevant to the paper. Ancient Rome, my last college undergraduate class (which is kinda an oxymoron because its a graduate level class!) Ah yes, the picture... the paper is on a fictional depiction of Rome and arguments for the historic accuracy (or lack of!) in it. So I am not actually using the movie Gladiator, but rather the miniseries Rome. I don't recommend it!! Either way, I will take this stance of Maximus', sword (the pen is mightier...) in hand, battling this last paper "at my signal, unleash..."

Saturday, May 03, 2008

Blast from the Past


So I just realized I haven't updated this in a LOOOOONNNNNNGGGGG time. And that blogs are more likely to be read if there is a picture attached. A recent show on the tele addiction has me thinking "this is so going in my blog" (thanks all 1 of you that got that). Another recent fad in my life, using my scanner (see example to the left). The black Friday shopping trip got Jordan and I a printer/scanner, and only a week ago did I learn how to use it. You know, this technology stuff may be catching on....

Friday, November 03, 2006

Teaching the students Waddily-Atcha


Student at the Free School in Siliguri (near the LTC)


Free School Students
Rickshaws


My roomate


Brushing teeth in the river behind the LTC


Throwing Kali pujas into the Ganges as part of the Diwali festival

India. I don't know how to describe it. In a small e-mail I said it was everything I hoped it would be yet nothing I imagined. I know it is hard to read about missions trips because so much of the depth is inside the missionary and their experience with the LORD. All I can say is a clear view of the Himalayas and River, Sioux and Curley eating dog, ON PURPOSE! This was not considered cruelty, oh no. In fact, it was explained to us by our hostess/chef, that this particular meat had been handfed and bread for such a time as this. Although this is no close substitute for monkey brains, which was one River’s hopes, we agreed it was near enough. Aside from the unique cuisine, India held a charm which romanced me. Actually I should be more specific: rural Imphal, Siliguri and Nepal were the places which God used to capture my heart. The first impression of India made me want to run. Bear in mind that this is in contrast to Singapore, the previous port of travel where you are arrested for chewing gum. Calcutta or Kolkata, was warm and humid, crowded and noisy, lost and crying out. I didn't notice the despair until we had a layover there and walked about the street. Trudging along the side of the Ganges, we literally crossed paths with devout Hindis dancing down the steps to the river bank, with their kali puja in hand. They rejoice toward this manmade shrine and worship it as they spin it around for all to see then cast it down the Ganges. It doesn't matter that the idol will sink not a mile down tide. I think it is out of fear, confusion and loss. From Kolkata, the first stop was training and a camp in Imphal. The classes were culturally unique although I can now say I have been to staff training week 7 years and internationally. The reaction differed from that of an unsuspecting first-year counselor who laughs at all the stories. All of the Indian counselors were school staff and half of those were Hindi. It is not common to approach people for conversation or answer an instructor back in India. So on top of the fact that we were not getting the usual roar of laughter, if we asked a question to the class, no one answered. This threw me for a curve ball and I was afraid that God placed me there for the Hindi women specifically. "But God, you are placing me in charge of crafts and nurse. How can I relate to these women who won't even talk to me?" The camp was held strictly for students of the Grace Academy and several of the 140 children came to a salvation or a reassurance of their salvation. My spot in the program seemed like it wasn't going to let me relate to the children or the staff. Cringing and cleaning 2 bloody head wounds was direct, but oh boy was I unwilling. I was encouraged by my team to approach the women, show them you want to build a relationship; so I did. I got one word answers, even to deep questions. I was surprised when the girls came up on the last day to take a picture with me. One by one they lined up to stand on a bench and snap the photo. Did I mention Indians are not tall people? Later on, Arun told us that 4 of the Hindi counselors gave their life to Christ due to Curley's salvation talk. After Imphal we headed to national airports and through SEVERAL security check points (none of us more than Sioux), we arrived in Siliguri for a day of training the Leadership Training Center (LTC) students then off to Nepal for 3 days of camp in the jungle. Now by jungle I mean small dirt roads surrounded by tall trees and wildlife of course, but acres of rice fields as well. Nepal for me is what most people call culture shock. I would describe it more poetically along the lines of a total mental meltdown. I was lead to my "craft room" located on the roof of the children's sleeping quarters. Now when I say room, I am being generous, there was nothing but a cement floor and tarps strung up to help us ignore the blazing sunlight. No rails at the side or control for the flow of traffic via steps. I had a bit to prepare for the kids, but not tables or chairs, definitely not organized and to me, not possible. The children's curiosity got the better of them and several neighborhood kids decided I needed company while unpacking clue bottles. By company, I mean a crowd staring at me and watching every move I made. Then the flood came, children everywhere, from 3 -14 years old and no translator, did I mention I don't speak Nepali?? River came up at the beginning of the session and later described me as "on the verge of going insane." I thought it was going to be impossible, no order, no communication and no tables! Things settled down, of course (Thank you LORD), and all the kids did get to make crafts. The interesting part of this camp was the crowd of Hindi parents standing in the back during the salvation talk and dragging their kids back home afterward. They strongly disagreed, but the children came back and we had a parent meeting. It was another salvation talk in front of both children and adults in which the parents were given the opportunity to speak to the pastor afterward, and 5 did. About 120 out of 200 kids accepted the LORD from this camp. The most rewarding part, however, is my clumsy attempt to start a conversation with some Hindi women around my age, helped them warm up to Christianity and not fear their family's reaction. So while I didn't eat dog, I did have a bite of some King chili salsa (suitably named for its position on the spicy ladder) in that little Nepali kitchen, lack of privacy and all. The funny part was returning to Siliguri after Nepal. I felt like I was driving home after a long trip and couldn't wait to take that cold bucket shower, eat ANOTHER (totaling to around 10 tons!) scoop of rice and walking across the cement floor to my bed. God provided me with another perspective on these things after Nepal. How blessed was I to be among believer's with servant's hearts and able to have the choice of whether or not the eat the chicken, which had been cooked after the dog but in the same pot. My first impression on Calcutta made me think "my goodness, theses are people who live like this everyday, I could never do that." The second look revealed the child of God within the subject of kali and that deep calling that they were meant to live for more than peddling a rickshaw.p.s. photos on the way!

Monday, September 11, 2006


Ahhhh SDSU. Oh WOW! I am not quite sure how I got here or why, but I am here, and thats ok. Somehow the terrible, crowded and way to partyish school is not so terrible as I thought. Living in the city in San Diego is really quite a culture shock from my quiet Jamul. I miss it but there seems to be a lot of things changing in my life, and they are all coming at once! (SCREAMS!) I don't think I have ever spun in so many circles, including practicing spins in hustle class (ok proably none of you get that but you know me so that should explain it). SO yes that is my life right now, nothing like it has ever been plus the side of, I'M AN AZTEC! lol

Saturday, August 19, 2006




*Heavy Sigh* Camp is over (and the funny thing is here I am sitting in the Indian Hills Camp store, working). Mexico was AMAZING!!!!! It is hard to see it as a missions trip because it is so close to home, but a tangible reminder that everywhere is a mission trip, including home. When I sat on the beach Thursday night and pondered what God wanted to tell me, the sounds were divine. The dolphins surfing the waves reminded me of His creativity. The waves, of His consistency (as well as the Spice Girls song that was stuck in my head for the first 15 minutes. Don't laugh! It was terrible. But the lyrics, "If you wannabe my lover, you have to like my friends, forget my past... There is conditions to these) But God's love is unconditional. The worship song that struck me the most (and was played almost every Wednesday thank you!) was Lord of All Creation. It was perfect "Early in the Morning, I will celebrate the Light. When I stumble in the darkness, I will call Your name by night." Especially when singing this at 7:30am and feeling the bright sunlight warm your face. So this song was what followed the Spice Girls on Friday morning, sitting on the small cliff, watching the surfer try continuously to catch the minimal 1 foot swells. But he continued trying and eventually rode one. This is what God is to me. He wades the waters of my heart, chilling on His board and constantly paddling for the slight swells until I finally get it. Perhaps it will amount to a beautiful 10 foot tube or maybe He will ride the foot high cap until it dies a few yards after. Whether one or the other the point is this, He waits for me and will be there always. Like another worship song sung often this summer... "Though my world may fall, You'll never let me go." NEVER! He will sit, paddling and paddling, until I finally get it.

Saturday, August 12, 2006


For the sake of straying from the thus far, strictly dance oriented page, I would like to comment on this summer. Specifically Friday August 11, 2006. This marks the end of summer #7 at Indian Hills Camp but it was different than the previous "last-day-of-camp-blues". This year, the day brought on the same melancholy lull that leaves me tired and sad, yet satisfied, but there is more. It was not the end for, AH-HA, Mexico is just 2 days away. The second part of this "last-day-of-camp-blues" was the rain that came during our staff meeting. To me it was particularly ironic because a saying in Kauai is "If it rains the day you leave, you have to come back." So, the fact that it rained may be omenous for many people. Overall, the summer was unlike any other summer, but every summer is different, so this did not strike me as odd or out of place. The cool thing about this summer was the various forms of "skopeo". As a support staff, we are taught to use this word in a serving sense "scoping-out" where you can serve others. For myself, it was playing different roles in camp this summer: wrangler, counselor, nurse and photographer (photo taken by Yours Truly). However, skopeo brought on another context as I was "scoping-out" the different means in which the Holy Spirit communicates with us. Summing these contexts up would, I suppose, result in a general awareness of the Counselor, i.e. "epignosis". *Light Bulb* So thats what it means.... Funny that Curley would speak on the venues in which humans are aware, on the last morning of summer camp. Coincidence? I think not... but that's just my opinion.

Sunday, July 30, 2006


I feel as though I should have spoke sooner when I got this idea that life was like a dance. With the movies like "Save the Last Dance" and "Take the Lead", I feel this parallel has been overdone, but this does not extract from the truth. The fact is, we are all followers in the waltz (or whatever dance you prefer). The lead is God and here is how it goes: when the follower follows, the pair are magnificent, the shine under the lights and the follower reflects the lead. However, if the follower is not in tune with the lead, it is a catastrophie. Neither shines and no purpose is fulfilled by that song.